My life up to the end of 2016 in novel form

Hi folks, here comes a novel that I wrote covering my life from 1978 to 2016. Nicole, it's funny that it starts during summer 1978, when you were born :-) Please excuse the English. I pushed it through the Google translator, which works fine usually, but it contains some problems. I have corrected until page 137 or so. Hope you have some fun. The dialogs are fictive, but the story is of course real. You will encounter what has been happened and what is fictive.

The psychological point's of view are representing my own views and the judgy part of the therapists. Of course I tried to put it on the point, what my opinion was and still is and what the therapists think. It's fun, at least to me, how this goes back and forth until some guy I named Mr Förster really helped me, with some basic ideas, that I couldn't reveal under the influence of the drugs. Why does all took so long, I will never reveal. Well it's history and should give you an impression, how I have grown up. Don't worry too much about all this. It's history. We can talk about details, if you want, when we're going to meet. Hopefully soon.

Those shit should be banned, but you can of course make up your own opinion.

You can download it in two formats:


Here in Word:

The slow dying of the Monster Schizophrenia docx

Here in pdf:


The slow dying of the Monster Schizophrenia, pdf

I love you Nicole

Kay