My life up to the end of 2016 in novel form

Hi folks, here comes a novel that I wrote covering my life from 1978 to 2016. Nicole, it's funny that it starts during summer 1978, when you were born :-) Please excuse the English. I pushed it through the Google translator, which works fine usually, but it contains some problems. I have corrected until page 137 or so. Hope you have some fun. The dialogs are fictive, but the story is of course real. You will encounter what has been happened and what is fictive.

The psychological point's of view are representing my own views and the judgy part of the therapists. Of course I tried to put it on the point, what my opinion was and still is and what the therapists think. It's fun, at least to me, how this goes back and forth until some guy I named Mr Förster really helped me, with some basic ideas, that I couldn't reveal under the influence of the drugs. Why does all took so long, I will never reveal. Well it's history and should give you an impression, how I have grown up. Don't worry too much about all this. It's history. We can talk about details, if you want, when we're going to meet. Hopefully soon.

Those shit should be banned, but you can of course make up your own opinion.

You can download it in two formats:


Here in Word:

The slow dying of the Monster Schizophrenia docx

Here in pdf:


The slow dying of the Monster Schizophrenia, pdf

I love you Nicole

Kay

Roman über die Geschichte meines Sieges über die Schizophrenie

Hi zusammen, wer immer interessiert ist:

hier könnt ihr den Text downloaden. Er ist depersonalisiert. Ich sollte noch sagen, dass er in Romanform geschrieben ist und somit teilweise überspitzt formuliert ist um ein wenig Spannung zu erzeugen.

Es gibt ihn in zwei Dateiformaten:


Word hier:

'Das langsame Sterben des Monsters Schizophrenie' Word docx


oder als PDF hier:

'Das langsame Sterben des Monsters Schizophrenie' Format pdf

Extended introduction of 'The new Formulation of physical Laws of Nature,' with a concise, precise statement why I started this attempt

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'The new Formulation of physical Laws of Nature' version 0.2, extended

Small extension of 'The Philosophy of Positivity.'

I extended the section 10f) Chronic diseases and the pH value of blood 

by some additional information of the relations between the pH's in the body and DNA mutation and the chemical root of the term 'mutation' that cannot be explained by biology and biologists thought it is irreversible but in principle it is reversible, since chemical processes are reversible.


Version 1.1 of 'The Philosophy of Positivity,' from 11/11/2017

Extended version of 'The new Formulation of physical Laws of Nature.'

I extended the introduction. In the past days I commented on Facebook several links to theories and problems about quantum theories and projects.

I noticed, that people seem to have forgotten, haven't noticed those problems, that led Richard Feynman to the statement: 'Nobody understands quantum mechanics.' 

My original idea to study physics was to understand quantum mechanics. That dated back into the year 1985. Since some time, not long ago, I realized for myself that Feynman is right and that the only conclusion is that:

Quantum Theories are not the fundamental microscopic Theories. No doubt that they work extremely well. But that is only valid for computations of properties of excessively many physical systems. But quantum theories lack the logic understanding of the microscopic world. Feynman and Einstein realized that. 

The basic problem that a classical entity like the electron is according to quantum theory behaving both like a wave and a particle. That's the quantum principle for every quantum entity. Now this so-called wave/particle duality is not actually a duality. It is a contradiction. How can an entity follow  both and more over such a complete different concept? The human mind cannot grasp this. It is incomprehensible. Therefore physicists and philosophers came up with the idea, that the human mind cannot grasp Nature. I don't believe this. And I believe Feynman and Einstein implied by their statements about quantum mechanics the same. They implied that the idea, to describe the microscopic world by means of those classically macroscopic concepts, particle and wave does not yield to a meaningful result.

And Einstein's discovery that the equivalence principle is the fundamental idea behind gravitation and that it is explainable to freshmen and probably too to high-school students should indicate that the human mind is able to grasp Nature. And there's no indication that the microscopic world is not logical.

The new Formulation of physical Laws of Nature

Corrected and extended draft: 'The new Formulation of physical Laws of Nature'

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Corrections and Extensions made in the sections:

1) Introduction
12a) Phase Transitions

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Extensions are made in the sections:

12) Condensed Matter Physics
12a) Phase Transitions

I computed with the help of the generalized AdS/CFT-duality principle:

A system build up of a Fermi 3-sphere and its elementary excitations called spin waves

and

A system of a first order transition from an unordered magnetic state into a ferromagnet.

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11) Black Holes

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10a) Detailed Attempt of a new Description of the microscopic World
11) Black Holes
12) Condensed Matter Physics


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10a) Detailed Attempt of a new Description of the microscopic World

11) Black Holes


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I have computed two homology groups, for two cases of what I call the generalized AdS/CFT-duality principle. One for the usual case and one for a black hole.

Table of Contents

Preface: 4

1) Introduction 6

Part II: Basics 8

2) The basic Law 8

3) The Structure of the fundamental Law 8

4) Topology 11

4a) Homology Groups 12

4b) The Coefficient Theorem of Homology Groups 15

5) The generalized AdS/CFT-duality Principle 18

Part III: Applications 20

6) Consequences of the basic Law 20

6a) The geometric Laws of Gravielectromagnetism 23

7) Special cases of the fundamental Spacetime Length 26

8) Thermodynamics 28

9) Riemann Surfaces 30

10) An Attempt to create a microscopic Theory beyond Quantum Theory 32

10a) Detailed Attempt of a new Description of the microscopic World 33

10b) A Sketch of a new Theory of Entanglement 40

Part IV: Advanced Physics 42

11) Black Holes 42

Summary: 45

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Corrections and Extensions of 'The new Formulation of physical Laws of Nature'

I have corrected and extended the version 0.2 further.
The boldfaced sections have been corrected and extended.

Table of Contents

Preface: 4

1) Introduction 6

Part II: Basics 8

2) The basic Law 8

3) The Structure of the fundamental Law 8

4) Topology 11

4a) Homology Groups 12

4b) The Coefficient Theorem of Homology Groups 15

5) The generalized AdS/CFT-duality Principle 18

Part III: Applications 20

6) Consequences of the basic Law 20

6a) The geometric Laws of Gravielectromagnetism 23

7) Special cases of the fundamental Spacetime Length 26

8) Thermodynamics 28

9) Riemann Surfaces 30

10) An Attempt to create a microscopic Theory beyond Quantum Theory 32

10a) Detailed Attempt of a new Description of the microscopic World 33

10b) A Sketch of a new Theory of Entanglement 39

Part IV: Advanced Physics 41

11) Black Holes 41

Summary: 44

Comments per email or here, questions, discussable ideas and corrections are welcome.

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8) Thermodynamics

Summary:

The Hubble constant needed to be introduced since the derivation of the specific spacetime length has to be taken with respect to the velocities of the concentrations. All elementary excitations, that means all three types of waves, deformations of spacetime are depending on this constant in both geometries, Lorentzian and spherical. The Hubble constant determines the discretised time intervals.


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Table of Contents

Preface: 4

1) Introduction 6

Part II: Basics 8

2) The basic Law 8

3) The Structure of the fundamental Law 8

4) Topology 11

4a) Homology Groups 12

4b) The Coefficient Theorem of Homology Groups 15

5) The generalized AdS/CFT-duality Principle 18

Part III: Applications 20

6) Consequences of the basic Law 20

6a) The geometric Laws of Gravielectromagnetism 23

7) Special cases of the fundamental Spacetime Length 26

8) Thermodynamics 28

9) Riemann Surfaces 31

10) An Attempt to create a microscopic Theory beyond Quantum Theory 32

10a) Detailed Attempt of a new Description of the microscopic World 33

10b) A Sketch of a new Theory of Entanglement 39

Summary: 40

We found expressions for the thermodynamic functions and potentials, that are measuring elementary, fundamental systems.

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Notice the modified item is the fundamental, electromagnetic entity of the combined electric dipole and magnetic moments which is by now combined by the wedge product. So, they are not simply added anymore.

The today extensions are boldfaced.

Table of Contents

Preface: 4

1) Introduction 6

Part II: Basics 8

2) The basic Law 8

3) The Structure of the fundamental Law 8

4) Topology 11

4a) Homology Groups 12

4b) The Coefficient Theorem of Homology Groups 15

5) The generalized AdS/CFT-duality Principle 18

6) Consequences of the basic Law 19

6a) The geometric Laws of Gravielectromagnetism 23

7) Special cases of the fundamental Spacetime Length 25

8) Thermodynamics 28

9) Riemann Surfaces 29

10) An Attempt to create a microscopic Theory beyond Quantum Theory 30

10a) Detailed Attempt of a new Description of the microscopic World 32

10b) A Sketch of a new Theory of Entanglement 35

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'The new Formulation of the physical Laws of Nature.'
The extension of this version is boldfaced.

Table of Contents

1) Introduction 4

Part II: Basics 6

2) The basic Law 6

3) The Structure of the fundamental Law 6

4) Topology 9

4a) Homology Groups 10

4b) The Coefficient Theorem of Homology Groups 13

5) The generalized AdS/CFT-duality Principle 16

6) Consequences of the basic Law 17

6a) The geometric Laws of Gravielectromagnetism 21

7) Special cases of the fundamental Spacetime Length 23

8) Thermodynamics 25

9) Riemann Surfaces 27

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Extended Version 0.2 of 'The new Formulation of physical Laws of Nature,' as of 11/02/2017

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'The new Formulation of physical Laws of Nature.'

The extensions are indicated by boldfacing the sections.

Table of Contents

1) Introduction 4

Part II: Basics 6

2) The basic Law 6

3) The Structure of the fundamental Law 6

4) Topology 9

4a) Homology Groups 10

4b) The Coefficient Theorem of Homology Groups 13

5) The generalized AdS/CFT-duality Principle 17

6) Consequences of the basic Law 17

6a) The geometric Laws of Gravielectromagnetism 21

7) Special cases of the fundamental Spacetime Length 23

8) Thermodynamics 26

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